scattered brainToday is my Popsie’s birthday, he would have been 50 years old. I really miss my father so much! I’m still not completely over with his sudden death as well as my two younger sisters, but I know time will heal with all this pain that I am going through right now. I don’t want to cry anymore… but I just can’t hold it… still hurts.. I love you pop!
..the pain never truly goes away, it just gets smaller and condensed, tucked away in a corner somewhere in the deep recesses of the heart. There it remains at a constant low level ache, which with time may be overridden. There may be times when a site, a smell, a place, a song, an anniversary or birthday will trigger the old memories and the intensity of the grief and loss will return again. These feelings often arrive without warning and can be just as painful making one feel as though he/she was experiencing the loss anew. - Kirsti A. Dyer, MD, MS
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