…Scattered Brain

Today is my Popsie’s birthday, he would have been 50 years old. I really miss my father so much! I’m still not completely over with his sudden death as well as my two younger sisters, but I know time will heal with all this pain that I am going through right now. I don’t want to cry anymore… but I just can’t hold it… still hurts.. I love you pop!

..the pain never truly goes away, it just gets smaller and condensed, tucked away in a corner somewhere in the deep recesses of the heart. There it remains at a constant low level ache, which with time may be overridden. There may be times when a site, a smell, a place, a song, an anniversary or birthday will trigger the old memories and the intensity of the grief and loss will return again. These feelings often arrive without warning and can be just as painful making one feel as though he/she was experiencing the loss anew. - Kirsti A. Dyer, MD, MS

Hello everyone.. juz came back online.. I’ve been away from my pc for a couple of days. Thank you for visiting my blog, I really appreciate it. I’ll catch up with you guys later…

BTW, I want to greet my future mother-in-law a happy, happy, happy birthday… I phoned her earlier, she surprisingly answered my call. My son, Sid sang her a happy birthday song and she’s very pleased. I’m glad we made her day. For you mom, may your birthday wishes all come true.. good health and many more birthdays to come. We really hope to see you soon.. hugs and kisses!

Bro-in-law, Will - Mom-in-law, Kathleen - My sweetie, Steve

My Son,
if I Could Have
One Wish in
All the World
on Your Birthday…

I’d wish that you would
always be happy, forever healthy,
and that your life would be filled
with all the things that bring you
laughter and love.

I wish you a life where
your dreams come true
and your goals are achieved;
I wish that I could always
wipe any tears from your face
and make everything okay again.
I hope you will always know
that I am thinking about you
and forever wanting nothing more
than your complete happiness
in life.

It’s your happiness that brings
me such immense joy,
because you are my son
and I love you so much.
~Shelly Gross~

Happy Birthday to You, Son!

************

~A Special Moment With My son, Anton~

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My fellow blogger is going to have a Pinay Mommy’s Birthday Bash this July. Her name is Ruby, a proud stay at home mommy and the owner/author of the following blogs such as Lourdes’ Mia, Digital Life Scraps, OnlineBiz and Resources, Mommy Earns Money Online, Blessings and Beyond, and Pinay Mommy Online. How amazing is this woman? Imagine she was able to manage 6 different blogs. Wow! I think that is quite difficult for me huh! But she did a great job maintaining all those blogs..

Pinay Mommy’s Birthday Bash is giving away cash prizes and Entrecard Credits.

The contest has started and ending on 20 July and Winners will be announced on 25th July.

All you have to do is join the contest and visit here for more infos.

Here are the list of her sponsors: Read more…

June 29, 2008 - Gelo’s 7th birthday party.. the eldest son of my dear friends ate Zen and kuya Tolits..

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A good friend of mine is celebrating her birthday today.. She’s a loving wife and proud mother of 2 wonderful kids.. She’s also the author of two blog sites, namely WHAM & HAW. (feel free to drop by )

I’d like to greet her a HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Wish you all the happiness.. good health.. more blessings… that i know you deserve it!

…Ate Crissy with her 2 beautiful children, Justin & Nicole

(@ Sid’s 7th Bday Party)

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Happy birthday sweetie, we send to you our kisses, along with lots of love and hugs.

Thank you… for all your caring ways! Get well and we’ll make it up soon!

BTW, I’m proud you! Even some people think you’re nothing, but for us.. you’re such a great person with sense of humor and intelligent!

he says…

“brain into gear then type”

-its just like this, engage brain before opening mouth

-its like the brain being in neutral then starting to talk and rubbish comes out.

See??? I’ve learned something from you today! Hehehe! loveu…

Today is my bro’s 19th bday.. He is the youngest among the siblings. I love him so dearly coz when he was a baby I was the one who baby sit him coz mom was busy working. I just hope and pray that he’ll be going back to normal again. In 2005 of January he was beaten by one of our bastard neighbor for no reason.. After that incident he started acting weird.. see crazy things.. and turns out he is having emotional depression. It pained me greatly that I wasn’t at home when the incident happened. It was the worst time for all of us in the family.

From left: My bro, Marknil - my baby bro, Mom - super mom in the world, Lottie - the best sis ever! and of course MEEEEE! bootylicious as always..

We never lose faith and we continue praying for him that one day he’ll be going back to normal like he used to. He likes to dance.. he likes hip-hop and RNB music.. So for you bro I want to dedicate this songs, this is your favorite when we used to dance at home.. (god i can’t hold my tears now..) I love u bro.. I’ll make it up to you one day.

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